(realised that i posted wrongly, so i'm correcting it now) today we hav our appg lesson on topic 6: methods. methods is something like functions(the one we learnt in COMPRO) but then i think i've return everything to my teacher already because i totally don't know what the chapter is driving at. =.="
my dad sent me an email today~ he congratulates me for passing the mid-point of my trip. well, i really wanted to tell him that actually(for no reason) i didn't miss home. (i had my fears the week before i came, but i realised, once i stepped onto the airplane. there was no feeling of sadness or whatever) been feeling that way for quite a few times before i come to Chengdu and i thought it was ok. i think this time when i get back to Singapore, i'll do something about it. really. sometimes, i do reflect and think, "where has my emotions go? Have i become a person with no feelings?" i need to talk to my dad. at least he might be able to tell me what i am supposed to do... since he had gone through so many things before. probably, i'm just like him when he's of a younger age. i still remember my mum talking to me abt autism because i always seem to be doing things alone and talk to objects(like my hamster) more than ppl. (now i'm actually checking what kind of autism i'm actually falling into.. silly me. - but i did find sth called 'Asperger syndrome' (sth like autism, but with normal language development) oh, there is? ... ... wait a minute, when did i hav autism?! ) i need my dad!!!!~~
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